a healthy dose of self-loathing...

I've become such a superficial depraved f*ckface... Looks looks looks... www.hotornot.com, clichemofo.com... And I've started to use foul language too... I don't even recognise beauty anymore because I've forgotten how to look past 3mm... If its not a form of art... I'm just like those shallow 90210 pr*cks without the rich parents... Worst part is everyone's so fucking boring anyway... When you forget what love feels like you learn to love just yourself and then you start buying face creams for men and plucking hairs in front of a mirror with tweezers... Gone are the good old days when some stupid cow loved you in the mornings when you were uglier than quasi-f*ckin-modo and your breath smelt like shit, but the dumb cow still wanted to kiss you... Maybe that's love... Two people curled up in a pile of filth... In the worst crap each one has to offer... BO and the gunk crap we get in our eyes... With a smile.